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Hahaha... I was angsty yesterday.
Today though, by contrast, has been very boring. Except for not going to French. That was fun sleepytime awesomeness. I really shouldn't update when I have nothing to say, should I? Meh, I just wanted to let everyone know that I'm not a complete mess over... relationship issues.
And to answer those of you who might possibly think I'm really square and shallow to keep posting personality quizzes instead of "deep" and "meaningful" posts - this thing is mine, okay? Lay off. I don't tell you what to do.
And face it: the quizzes are the only things people read. Sorry to burst your bubble, but here we go:
| Your Personality Is |
Idealist (NF)
You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.
You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.
You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.
In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.
At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.
With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.
As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.
On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. |
| You Are | 
A Scared Pumpkin Face
You would make good pumpkin puree. |
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[01 Nov 2005|12:12am] |
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The first time I fell for a guy here at school, it went to shit. I'll tell you about it.
I met him, talked to him maybe twice, then I started to have fun little shivers when I thought about him.
So I slipped a love letter under his door. An amateur love letter, mind you, since I'd never written one before.
That's even sadder to write down than it is to think about. No wonder he said no. But what I don't understand was why he had to tell all his friends about it. And how could he possibly have so many friends here already? "No, psycho, I don't want to 'have coffee' with you. What exactly did you mean by that anyway, you crazy bitch?"
I don't know, you fuck. I certainly didn't mean to make a public display.
So yeah, it went to shit, and it's obvious why. Because I'm too desperate. Because I get obsessive and do things like write fucking love letters. And also because he turned out to be a bigger asshole than I could ever have dreamed. The entire boy's floor in this dorm must have been warned by now to stay away from me. You know I can't look him in the face? Then again, I can't look strangers in the face either, and that's basically what he is to me.
But past wrongs are irrelevent. That's all beside the point, now. The point is this: I'm going to try again. I get too lonely not to try again.
The point is that I have already found someone else, and oh God. I have never felt... well, that sounds stupid, so let's put it this way: These are no fun little shivers. I don't know what I'm going to do if this one says no. I don't know if I'll ever stop simpering long enough to ask him. I swear, I get worse every day. His face, his lips, the way he leans forward when he sits; puts his hand over his mouth like he's trying to hide it... I have these daydreams about him that are almost like hallucinations. Almost. I mean, hell, If I could truly hallucinate him here right now - if I could convince myself that I could put my hands on his legs and feel it; run my fingers through his hair - if I could experience that, all I'd have left to hallucinate was that he loved me. That he would enjoy my touching him and his touching me. That I could get him off like he gets me.
And that... would really be something, to say the least.
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| One more thing... |
[28 Oct 2005|08:32pm] |
LAWL.
| You Are 40% Weird | 
Normal enough to know that you're weird...
But too damn weird to do anything about it! |
| Your Brain's Pattern | 
Your mind is a creative hotbed of artistic talent.
You're always making pictures in your mind, especially when you're bored.
You are easily inspired to think colorful, interesting thoughts.
And although it may be hard to express these thoughts, it won't always be. |
This one looks like pukey squares.
You fit in with:
Spiritualism
Your ideals are mostly spiritual, but in an individualistic way. While spirituality is very important in your life, organized religion itself may not be for you. It is best for you to seek these things on your own terms.
40% spiritual.
80% reason-oriented.
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Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
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[28 Oct 2005|08:13pm] |
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Today was like a weird dream. I was so tired. I kept mixing up objects and their functions, like... I tried to play Fire Emblem on my phone, and then I tried to write with the sharp end of my scissors. Also, I seem to be way more sensitive to sound than usual: I spent a lot of time today getting pissed off by the people next door's radio and standing outside in the hallway (because I roam when I'm tired) listening to people talking in the lounge.
Yeah, they all had a good night's sleep, evidently.
I got a package today. My mom sent me clothes that are too big. My favorite out of all of them is the purple stripey sweater I'm currently wearing.
Also, my hair is getting long.
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[13 Oct 2005|01:26pm] |
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This was really fun. I highly recommend it. Well, I highly recommend it if you like being called a bitch in 3,000 different ways.
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | trait snapshot:
paranoid tendencies, irritable, anxious, fidgety, dependent, worrying, emotionally sensitive, prone to regret, depressed, second guesses self, somewhat fragile, dislikes change, prefers organized to unpredictable, suspicious, phobic, craves attention, not a risk taker, low self control, very sensitive to criticism, unadventurous, does not make friends easily, defensive, obsessive, low self esteemTake Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com
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| FIRST POST MAYBE!!! |
[13 Oct 2005|01:09pm] |
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I made a new LiveJournal. Partly because I didn't like my username, but mostly because I'm just a bitch like that. :B
So once again I say to all the following: Hello, and I hope to provide you with interesting and juicy details about my life. Or at least some nice personality quizzes - does that sound like fun?
Oh, and if you enjoy both Silent Hill and roleplaying, go here.
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